the Treadmill of life!

Its like i've been doing a slow jog, on the treadmill of life, with no end, while juggling 5 balls in the air, for the past 2-1/2 years. Juggling doctors, lawyers, keeping our home running, my job, driving, animals, losing friends due to their narrow minds, just generally loosing. I want to step off the Treadmill. i'm exhausted, tired of doing everything for everyone else, and not enjoying anything for me. the only fun i remember having in the past 2-1/2 yrs was a couple of lessons this summer. i just don't know how i'm going to cope with everything i'm going to be expected to deal with again, now he'll be home.