The Truth.

Baby I'll admit I made sooo many mistakes don't know what the fuck I was thinking what I had was so great. Charge it to my mind not to my heart I know it's not fair when sometimes I want it all. Go ahead & cus me out girl I understand Imma stay right here & take it like a man because I really need you back baby tell me what do I have to do? Let me be honest & straight up tell the truth...I haven't been the same since you left me I cannot enjoy myself even if I tried to. I'm just not happy this ain't a laughing matter & you don't understand my heart is hollow. I didn't know I'd end up like this. You said you didn't want me & now I just miss you. I don't care what these people talk about how we should split up & never be together,and now I'm empty trying to do my thing out in these streets. We are enemies now I think all we need is time & we can get back to the way things were, but I for now I need someone to love because I miss it. I miss having someone to love there is only so much I can take I need someone to rescue me & to never let go, and I see now that was to much to ask for... I just wanna scream out instead I just stay inside shallow. girl please feel my pain there is only so much I can take with this heartbreak. I just wanna get the chance to show you that I am not a little boy, but a man can cry. I won't be happy I don't think I can ever get the chance to be happy instead I just fake a smile for everyone to see & just to put it simply my heart is empty...