the time of the month that I dread

well here it is another month has passed and my period is due soon (July 26)this time of the month is so hard because all my pre period signs are very similar to early pregnancy signs.You's think that after so long I'd just give up and stop hoping, but I'm afraid that that will never happen. Even though it drives me absolutly INSANE every single month, (especially during months of treatments)sigh, I guess I'll do what I always do and wait for my period to come, while praying it doesn't