The Talk

I had to talk to my boyfriend today.  He thinks that he was hurt most by the situation with David.  He wants us to go back to how we used to be and that's not possible, because we've changed.  I love both Eddie and David but I don't love Eddie as much as he wants me to.  He wants me to love him to the point where he's my whole world and I just can't do that.  I'm not sure how long I can keep this up for with him..........I want to hurt myself but at the same time I don't wanna break that promise to him.  Ugh!!!!!!