The surprising effects of change.

Hi everyone, I have been thinking about how seemingly positive thingssuch as spring weather can trigger negative feelings and thoughts.For example with the good weather, I am spending more time outsidein the yard or in front of my house, and I am confronted with the poorrelationships I have with my neighbours and most people my community.It triggers feelings of hopless because I am inclined to think that there isno way to improve these connections and make things more positive betweenus. The truth is that I do not have the courage to try to improve things becausethis would involve risk, what if they treat me coldly, reject me or are just plainlyrude? Most time I do not want to find out, but I know that if I want things to bebetter it is I who need to put effort and time into improving things. I will let you know what happens. with peace and friendship to all!!