The summer solistice

I have decided as of today that I will return to my singing in 2009.2009 is a big d for me and in Octoberf of that year..I will turn 62.I will be at that magic age and I am very happy about it.My late father should see me now and how well I am doing.I got my bipolar sickeness during the 1962 Cuban Missile Crisis.There were 5 major issues going on in the family and I was the one that got the butt of it.1962 will always be a happy birthday for me.I turned 15 and i met my first boyfriend.He was a very nice boy but i knew that something was wrong.I sense it in my bones and even Frank noticed it.The idiots like John Mccain can blame the 1960s for everything.But he is living in a  vacuum and in 1962-when it came to mental health and issues--well there were no options available.In 1962,only 5 teenagers in the schools saw the psychologoist and everyone knew about it too and the ones like me suffered.We suffered by their parents cruelty and the names.We suffered by the way we were shunned all because we had this illness.We were the ones we suffered in silence and noone came to our aid.But a wonderful President in the white house then was John F.Kennedy.President Kennedy pleaded with Congress to have funds for the mentally ill.And before he died,it was signed into law.In 1962..President Kennedy said that the mentally ill have been cruel victims of neglect and it was time to stop this neglect and the bill was signed.ANd for all of you who believe that he had an affair with Marilyn Monroe.grow up! You everyones information,Ms. Monroe met the President twice.And it may interest everyone to know that Ms.Monroe was talking with Joe Dimaggio.The Yankee Slugger and Monroe were going to get back together and she was to leave Hollywood.The person who started this rumour was the late Norman Mailer.Mailer was always a difficult person and he stated in 1978 in a book called Marilyn.But Mailer had always had a thing with women and strong women like Monroe have always scared me.Mailer was nothing but a pig and he knew it and I liked his writing but that is all.When you state this one has an affair--please show me the proof.There is no proof that this affair ever happened.And why on earth would Bobby Kennedy tell Marilyn Monroe a movie star our countrys secret! If you happen to believe this..I do not ..please remember that The Kennedys have been in politics for 100 years and they have always been whispered about and the target of extreme jealousy.And for my sake..if you talk to me..please do me a favor..leave Senator Ted Kennedy alone and if you say anything about him...that will be the end of our friendship.The people in Massachusetts love Ted and so do I.Keep up the good work,Ted and for our sake..ge t well!