The start of a new era

As I look back on the last few years, and all the horrible things that have befell me, I feel a sense of calm and now I really want to get on with my life. I have spent to long looking at the past and now i am putting my worries to sleep and looking to my beautiful positive future. I am so lucky. I am intelligent and pretty and now I am looking forward to what is to come instead of looking to the past. I feel like God has given me talents and set up a path for me and now I intend to follow it. This is not me putting doubts the back of my head, this is me being happy and I will not be guilty for that. I deserve love as much as any one else does.