The spiral down continues....
I just want to scream until I can scream no more.
Life has really sucked since the crackhead stole my car. I was on the edge financially when it happened but that was the tipping point.
For the last four years, I've been tired all the time. Not sleepy tired, just exhausted. It's like the last ten minutes of a hangover-24/7. If I sit still I'm ok. But when I start to move my heart starts racing, I get nauseous, my sinuses plug up, and I have trouble breathing. I was diagnosed with mild sleep apnea and got on a CPAP machine which only made things worse. Even though I make decent money, I'm still paying off the 30K in medical bills accumulated over the past 4 years ($850 a month) and after rent and utilities I have nothing left for any type of fun (co-workers say "let's go have a beer" and I can't because I can't afford it). Then there's having to sleep sitting up because of allergies to perfume/colognes that some people at work bathe themselves. It causes my throat and sinuses to swell to the point that if I lay down, I'm gasping within a minute. So I'm only getting about 4-5 hours of sleep per night. The doctors don't have a clue and would rather throw a pill at it than find the cause. ARGH!!
The topper is the crackhead that stole my car. Sentenced to 15 years- served 60 days due to jail overcrowding. He was considered a non-violent offender and released. So much for justice in Georgia.
I'm just having a hard time keeping a positive outlook on life when I get slammed back and forth every day. I'm hoping 2011 will be better.
Life has really sucked since the crackhead stole my car. I was on the edge financially when it happened but that was the tipping point.
For the last four years, I've been tired all the time. Not sleepy tired, just exhausted. It's like the last ten minutes of a hangover-24/7. If I sit still I'm ok. But when I start to move my heart starts racing, I get nauseous, my sinuses plug up, and I have trouble breathing. I was diagnosed with mild sleep apnea and got on a CPAP machine which only made things worse. Even though I make decent money, I'm still paying off the 30K in medical bills accumulated over the past 4 years ($850 a month) and after rent and utilities I have nothing left for any type of fun (co-workers say "let's go have a beer" and I can't because I can't afford it). Then there's having to sleep sitting up because of allergies to perfume/colognes that some people at work bathe themselves. It causes my throat and sinuses to swell to the point that if I lay down, I'm gasping within a minute. So I'm only getting about 4-5 hours of sleep per night. The doctors don't have a clue and would rather throw a pill at it than find the cause. ARGH!!
The topper is the crackhead that stole my car. Sentenced to 15 years- served 60 days due to jail overcrowding. He was considered a non-violent offender and released. So much for justice in Georgia.
I'm just having a hard time keeping a positive outlook on life when I get slammed back and forth every day. I'm hoping 2011 will be better.
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