the shitheads

I am the one that knows what bree is protecting. I don't know it all but I know more than anyone. I know she holds all the memories, including most of the scary ones. I even know the scary ones name. I am trying to decide whether or not to tell anyone. if I can trust the therapist they seem to have picked out, I just may help them, I don't know. I don't trust any of them right now. they keep coming to the surface and telling things they should know better than to tell. there is a reason that I am the gatekeeper living in a box so no one can see me. but I would love it if someone would just so that I can spill the beans as well. I know how to come to the surface but that is not my job. I only come to the surface when I am allowed by bree. she is very upset right now by everyone. she wails that heart wrenching sob. the others can not speak to her they only hear her cry. they do not know how to help her, but I do. I speak to her and for her. avery keeps pacing and growling, she wont even speak to bree she is so upset. maybe bree will get them under control so that the "scary one" wont show up. they have Camille under wraps for now, but not for long if everyone becomes divided. this is all fucked up.