The scary lumps.......

THe scary lumps are popping from my skin from an affliction called follicilitous, I was a little concerned about them because they were efecting my independendt living, they tested me for everything under the sun, and I am very happy now. BEcause I have identifyed it, and even though its been diagnosed, now its treatable, but its bad enough that I have somehting mentally wrong then have to deal with the phisically wrong too, so I am checking in with everyone, doing what must be done. SOrt of a mental health checklist. But I am feeling so much better about the results. BEcause it leaves me with just a simple antibiotic and pain meds, since I have never been an addict i got pain meds percocet and oxycotin, but i must not get addicted. Though chances are slim at this stage that I will become an addict simply because im on habbit forming meds, doesnt mean its gonna turn me into an addict. I must say though that I am happy about how my life is turning out to be so much better, simply because im a surviver, and a fighter, and I think nothing is ever that bad.