The Road Travelled
Yesterday as I traveled this road I am now on, if you read my journal actually I wrote 2 but the last one I was having a total melt down....I never feel happy any more, I never feel that anyone understands....I know this sadness is now a part of me....I read about other's who seem to have made their way through this dark dark road we all have been traveling, too hear them say,,,,,I had a melt down ....I cried and cried yesterday....and then I realized that no matter the days, the months, the years that pass..we never really get over the loss. We always will feel a part of us is missing and just want it all back to normal.
I do believe we get to a place where everyday is not as painful as the first days our child left us, when everything was so totally fresh, but I do think that something will trigger us and it will feel just like it did in the very beginning and for a time we feel the extreme pain of our loss all over again.
As I am now sure everyone has heard a beautiful lady went and joined her son in Heaven. Can you picture that reunion....Ms Edwards first enters the beautiful Heaven gates and she is welcomed with outstretched arms of our Jesus, our God, our eternity......I can see she is now surrounded by love warm happy love wraps around her and now she feels peace....no longer the pain of the cancer, the pain of the hurt that life gave her....now she is feeling nothing but pure love and joy.....after resting in the arms of Heavenly Father she looks up to see the beauty surrounding her...in a distance she sees a figure...for a moment she knows that figure, she knows it is someone who had been in her life on earth....then with all the power that she now has from the freedom of the pain of this earth, she runs and in an instant her son, her baby is again in her arms....There are no more tears as she and her son are now reunited together for eternity. She is now at home forever she and her son. What a beautiful sight as the angels sing welcoming her home.....A mother....A son...Together again....Forever...
One day when our time comes and God calls us home....we will be like Ms Edwards...joined again forever with our child in Heaven.
I do believe we get to a place where everyday is not as painful as the first days our child left us, when everything was so totally fresh, but I do think that something will trigger us and it will feel just like it did in the very beginning and for a time we feel the extreme pain of our loss all over again.
As I am now sure everyone has heard a beautiful lady went and joined her son in Heaven. Can you picture that reunion....Ms Edwards first enters the beautiful Heaven gates and she is welcomed with outstretched arms of our Jesus, our God, our eternity......I can see she is now surrounded by love warm happy love wraps around her and now she feels peace....no longer the pain of the cancer, the pain of the hurt that life gave her....now she is feeling nothing but pure love and joy.....after resting in the arms of Heavenly Father she looks up to see the beauty surrounding her...in a distance she sees a figure...for a moment she knows that figure, she knows it is someone who had been in her life on earth....then with all the power that she now has from the freedom of the pain of this earth, she runs and in an instant her son, her baby is again in her arms....There are no more tears as she and her son are now reunited together for eternity. She is now at home forever she and her son. What a beautiful sight as the angels sing welcoming her home.....A mother....A son...Together again....Forever...
One day when our time comes and God calls us home....we will be like Ms Edwards...joined again forever with our child in Heaven.
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