The return of the prodigal son

Well after going so well I had a relapse and started smoking again! I don't really understand how it happened but as soon as I started I regretted it, but the nicotine regained it's hold on me. I felt so weak and ashamed and it has taken quite a while to get over it but I am back to being smoke free and loving it once again. It's been 129 days today with a cash saving of over £1000 but most importantly I had some really good test results from the hospital last week which has really encouraged me, and increased my motivation to never smoke again.