The reason

Usually you would update a goal but unfortunately I had to backtrack a lot. The reason for this backtrack is because I'm losing not only people I like but friends as well, those i thought were there for me are more concerned with other things when I really need them. They just don't understand. I'm fighting constantly with my mom and dad over STUPID little crap. I haven't vented in a while and it's driving me crazy I just want to scream and yell at people and say wake up and listen to me. But i don't i still hold it in this is why I'm backtracking... once again I'm falling down no matter how hard i push to get back up.