The pain

never goes away. I wake up in pain, I shower, get ready for the day, the pain is there. I work, try to concentrate, try to be pleasant the pain is there. No breakfast, too nauseous to eat. Off to lunch, maybe I can keep some soup down, the pain still there. Home from work, maybe some dinner, try to do some chores, be nice to my family, the pain is still there. Finally off to bed, the pain is still there. I dream, I dream in pain - the pain is still there , no escaping the pain, even in sleep.
I wake up in pain. I'm exhausted, i'm bitchy, I'm confused, I'm clumsy, I'm nauseous , i'm losing weight and my mind. . Mostly I'm just in pain.