The other side

If these pills don't numb the pain.I will soon be cut again.Blood and tears my only friends.I call on them once again.They call back like good old chums.Now we are sure to have some fun.Razor blades wipe away my fears.Kleenex wipes away my tears .I fall onto my knee's and begFor freedom from the endless rageFreedom from the demon insideFreedom from the pain I hide If I cant escape this place Soon enough Ill realize fateMy soul will lift up off the groundMy body will go deeper down.Lowered slowly pound by pound.They shovel the dirt onto me now.I will not come back no matter howHow long you beg and prey and pleadIll no longer cry no longer bleedMy soul is free and flying highIll see you on the other side...