the next mroning
it is the next morning now. i did drink 1-1/2. i poured the last 1/2 down the sink. did not get drunk, but did get sleepy. i know it was just a fluke and i should not have drank anything and the next time i may not be so lucky as to stop when i did and if i drink at all i could get drunk... i don't ever want to be drunk again and the only way to not get drunk is to not drink... i know that i know that i know thati am enjoying this battle even tho it sucks bigtime and i screw up sometimes, but in the battle i know atleast i am fighting and not just laying down and taking it...
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Well I\'m joining the fight with you...I had a bad night the other night (just one of many in my lifetime) and I\'ve come to the conclusion that I can\'t start drinking because I don\'t know when to stop. Just like my gambling. So I\'m going to come clean with the alcohol and take that one day at a time, too. Take care!