The New Year looming

With the New Year upon us, I would like to think that I am in a good place.  After all the Christmas drama with my step-daughter's mother, I didn't think this was possible.  But I have found a lot of support and have been reading lots of stories of women going through similar stuff as me, both with the miscarriages and the step-family drama.  So I know that I am not alone, at that there is hope.
Lucky for me I have an absolutely wonderful husband who has been nothing but loving, supportive and positive.  He keeps reassuring me that we will have our baby, and I believe him.  Going through everything that we have in such a short time span (not even married two years, together just three), it has brought us closer together and only strengthened our bond.  I know that we are one of the lucky couples because most others would crumble under the stress that we have been under.  And I have a wonderful step-daughter, who, despite her mother's negative influence, loves me very much and we have a very special bond.  She, my husband and I love spending time together and we always have a great time together.  For this I am also lucky, as I know how much worse it could really be.
I am trying to keep busy and not over-think stuff until I can test next week to see if we are pregnant.  Every day it seems to be getting a little easier and hopefully it will continue to go in a positive direction.  I didn't even have a freakout last night when DH told me that his good friend's wife was pregnant with their second child.  DH said he didn't even want to tell me, because he didn't want me to get upset, but we can never keep stuff from each other, even if we try.  Which I love. :)  I am truly happy for them and I know in my heart that our time will come.  Patience has never been my strongest point, but I am working on it.  I am only 33, (well, 34 nest week) so even though it is a bit later than I would have liked, I know I will have my babies.
For now, I am at peace, and I will continue to keep hoping for the best, and being thankful for what I already have.  Happy New Year everyone!!