the New Year
Today is New Year's Eve as we all know. I have been back to crying almost non-stop, even here at work I go into the ladies room & cry. My grandchildren & I missed Eddie so much. Its so painful. I hate going into the New Year without my son. To anyone that is reading this I am going into the new year praying for all of us on this site. This site has been a lifesaver. When noone wants to hear about my son, my friends here listen. I wish all of you love, peace and healing in the New Year. Please keep me & my grandchildren & the rest of my family in your prayers.
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I know how much it hurts. We will get through this together. I remember those begining days. Those Hugh sighs, the hugh Waves that come & go so frequently, the roller coaster rides, the UP\'S & DOWN\"S were So excrusiating..I\'ll Keep you in my prayers through the New Year. They come & go quickly. Hugs & Love to you my friend! Kelly
Thank you friend for your prayers and you are in mine. It is hard...and maybe today is a day to cry...love to you friend...Karen
oh sweetie, we do keep you in our thoughts and prayers, and you are correct, this is a safe haven where we can talk about our children without fear of rejection, or uneasiness from others. please be kind to yourself. i too am not looking forward to another year without my Troy boy. your pain is so new and raw. my heart goes out to you. love, donna
You are so sweet in remembering all of our children. I so very much feel your pain . The \"firsts\" are sometimes unbearable. I remember my first New Year wihtout Richard the pain in my heart was undescribable and the mental anquish was nothing I had even experienced before...
Right now all I can tell you is to keep writing how you feel and allow yourself to have all your experiences without guilt. Hugs, Inga
Thank you for your prayers and I am keeping you in mine. We would love to hear about Eddie anytime you feel you want to share. Love & Hugs, Kim
Thank you to all of you. Your kind words help. Sincerely,Linda P.S. Have the best day you can.