The mourning is over..and I have been born again by vader.

The period of mourning that I have had is over.It has been 5 years and now it is over.I have to life.I have to experience life and this is what I have been doing.It is only the summer..but i have seen 3 movies and I have been cleaning the house and throwing out nearly all of his knick knacks a nd I am starting a new and It feel good.I will always love Brad.I miss him..but Brad is not here anymore.It is time for me to live and love again.I will never mourn the way for another person again.I cant and that is a promise.I will see Brad again and I will never forget him.