the mourning is almost over
tThe mourning is almost over.In May,it will be 5 years and I am trying to regain my life and believe me...it is so hard.I have lost a great deal of people since 1995 and the one that meant the most to me was Brad.We were together for 12 years and losing him was a big shock.He died in my arms and I will never forget that day no matter what people tell me.They were not there and everyday I go to the spot where Bradley died.......and I WONDER WHAT I HAVE DONE WRONG.
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Hi vader, I was attracted to your profile by your screen name. I\'m Belgian decent and your name in Flemish means \"father\". Just saying.
But now that I\'m here and having read some of your journal entries I see you\'ve been here a long time. I take it that you are having a hard time and I can\'t speak to your dilemma as for me it\'s only been a little over 8 months. I can relate only that at my age I\'m probably not going to get through this but that I don\'t really want to. After 50+ years together why would I.
This doesn\'t help you much but just saying that I feel the same way as you.
Every day is just another day in Paradise Lost.
Best Regards, George.
thank you for your kind comments.I have been in Daily Strength for quite some time.It ahs enable me to get through the rough times and sometines I could scream.Once agai,thank you and I wish you a nice weekend and hope that things get better soon.vader