THE MOST HORRIBLE PAIN IN THE LIFE OF A WIFE

 
THE Most horrible pain I have experience in my whole entire life is when I FOUND OUT MY SUCH GOOD HUSBAND WAS A SERIAL CHEATER A MALE WHORE  A SEX ADDICT AND THAT HE ONLY MARRIED ME TO COVER HIS SEX ADDICTION HIS LOVE AFFAIRS HIS ENCOUNTERS WITH MEN IN THE SEX BOOKSTORES AND SEXUAL ACTIVITIES IN CITY PARKS OF THE WHOLE CITIES, HIS SEEKING ON CRAIGSLIST  FOR MALES OR FEMALES TO HAVE SEX  AT ANYTIME DAY OR NIGTH AND NOT EVER HAVING MAKE LOVE TO ME WITH PASSION NOR KISSING ME LIKE HE MEANT IT NOR PASSIONATE HUGS AND NO TOUCHING MY BODY AS HE DESIRED ME AT ALL HE NEVER DID IT HE ONLY HAD SEXUAL INTERCOURSE WITH ME  JUST TO GET ME PREGANET AND IT ONLY LASTED TWO MINUTES THE MOST WE DID HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL ADORABLE KIDS. BUT OTHERWISE HI WAS NEVER INTERESTED IN ME AS A LOVER WIFE. BUT OUR WHOLE 30 YEAR MARRIAGE HE WAS GETTING HIS FULL SATISFACTION WITH MAYBE HUNDREDS OF SEXUAL PARTNERS LEAVING ME HOME ALONE LONELY SAD BORED NOT MEETING MY NEEDS AS A HORNY WOMAN THAT I WAS.
ALSO THE SAME HORRIBLE PAIN IN MY HEART WAS WHEN  I FINALLY FOUND OUT THAT HI WAS HIV POSITIVE SINCE YEAR  2000 AND NEVER SAID A WORD TO ME BUT STILL BEING THE WORSE LIAR AND CHEATER ON THE ENTIRE PLANET.
ALWAYS WORKING OVERTIME GOING AWAY ON BUSINESS TRIPS FOR SEVERAL DAYS, VISITING FAMILY OUT OF STATE GONE FOR A VERY LONG TIME ALONE HE ALWAYS SAID AND WAS NOT TRUE.
TRAVELING HAPPILY WITH HIS PARTNERS LISETING TO GREAT MUSIC GAMBLING IN ALL CASINOS ALONG THE WAY STAYING THE NITES IN BEAUTIFUL SUITES WITH HIS LOVERS NOT HAVING A CARE IN THE WORLD ABOUT ME AT ALL NEVER
COMINGBACK HOME GLOWING OF HAPPINESS AND BEING FULLFILL ALL HIS SATISFACTIONS ALL HIS NEED MEET EVERYTIME HE LEAVE HOME HIS FIRST PRIORITY WAS HIS OWN NEEDS AND HE ALWAYS KNEW HOW TO GET WHAT HE WANTED WHEN HE WANTED HOW HE WANTED

AND STILL HE DOES THE SAME THE ONLY TIME HE STAYS HOME IS TO RECUPARERADE FROM THE EXSOSTION HE HAD BY HAVING THE MOST PASSIONATE SEX FOR HOURS AND HOURS SEVERAL PARTNERS GAMBLING IS SO EXAITING THAT THAT WAS HIS EXAUSTED SO HE WOULD SLEEP FOR HOURS AND HOURS WITHOUT INTERRUPTION GOT UP TO GET FOOD TO EAT FRUITS JUICES ALL KINDS OF FOOD HE WANTED HE HAD WATCH TV FOR A LONG TIME ALSO TILL HE WAS SLEEPY AGAIN AND GETTING BACK INTO A NICE COZY BED AND GO TO SLEEP AGAIN FOR HOURS AND HOURS AND THIS WOULD GO ON OVER AND OVER AGAIN FOR SEVERAL DAYS UNTIL HE WAS COMPLETLY RESTED AND HIS ENERGY BACK COMPLETLY AND HE THEN WOULD TAKE A HOT LONG LONG SHOWER GET CLEAN SHAVE GROOM AND HIMSELF BEAUTIFUL AGAIN AND OUT HE GOES AGAIN FOR ANOTHER ONE OF HIS ROUNDS NOT EVEN ... A CARE IN THE WORLD HE IS A SELFISH NARCISSISST FULL OF HIMSELF SMART MAN VERY CHARMING WITH ANYONE  AND IN THE MEAN TIME I WAS ALWAYS HOME DAY AFTER DAY NITGH AFTER NIGHT  YEAR AFTER YEAR
HE SWEARING THAT HE LOVE ME AND I WAS THE ONLY WOMAN  IN THE WORKD FOR HIM FOREVER AND NO ONE WOULD EVER COMPEAR TO ME I WAS THE BEST WOMAN IN THE ENTIRE WORLD AND HE WOULD BE MINE AND ONLY MINE FOREVER AND EVER UNTIL DEAD DO US APART, THAT HE WOULD NEVER NEVER LEAVE ME FOR NO REASON....
ALL THAT BULL SHIT HE SAID IT OFTEN AND I TUSTED HIM ONE HUNDRED PERCENT ALWAYS I NEVED HAVE ANY DOUGHTS THAT HE WAS SUSCH A LIAR AND THE BIGGEST CHEATER IN THE WORLD,
I FOUND IN HIS BACKBACK LUB TUBES BIG O CONTAINERS OF VASELINE LOTS OF TOILET PAPER, SMALL WOMANS SIZE SHORTS TSHIRT AND THAT WAS SO SHOCKING I JUST WANTED TO DIE THEN WHEN I FOUND HIS SEARCHES ON HIS CELL THAT HE IS ALWAYS HIDDING FROM ME AND ONE TIME HE LEFT IN A HURRY AND FORGOT I SAW THE GOOGLE SEARCHES AND I WAS HAVING A PANICK ATTACK IT WAS ALL ABOUT SEX BOOKSTORES IN ALL AREAS, CITY PARKS IN ALL AREAS I AM SHAKING RIGHT NOW. SEEKING FOR DENNYS FOR STARBUCKS FOR LOTS AND LOTS OF SEX BOOKSTORES IN MANY DIFERENT AREAS.
I HATE THIS MAN FOR WHAT HIS DONE TO ME. HE NEVER LOVED ME CARE WANTED ME AT ALL NEVER....
HE HAS SO MANY FRIENDS MALE