THE MIND OF A PSYCHO
WRITTEN IN HIS OWN WORDS
I AM ONE THAT HAS ALWAYS WONDERED ABOUT MY SANITY. THEY CALLED JOHN THE BABTIST THE CRAZY MAN SCREAMING OUT IN THE WILDERNESS ABOUT THE COMING OF THE LORD, AND WELL I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I CAN IDENTIFY WITH THAT. I AM A CRAZY MAN, CHECK. I AM I GUESS SCREAMING OUT IN THE WILDERNESS WITH MY "ALL CAPS," CHECK. AND I DO LIKE TO TELL PEOPLE THAT THE RAPTURE IS COMING(AND LIKE A CRAZY MAN, WHEN IT'S COMING) AND THEN THE COMING OF THE LORD, CHECK. MY SEARCH FOR SIGNIFICANCE HAS BEEN A LONG ONE. IT IS A SEARCH THAT EVERY HUMAN SEARCHES FOR. SIGNIFICANCE IS WHY WE ARE HERE ON THE EARTH. PURPOSE, SOMETHING PLACED DEEP INSIDE OF US THAT WE SEARCH FOR UNTIL WE FIND IT.
NOW EITHER I HAVE FOUND "IT," OR I'VE JUST SMOKED TOO MUCH WEED. WILL ANYTHING EVER BECOME OF THIS? ONLY GOD KNOWS FOR SURE. AM I COMPLETELY FULL OF SHIT? AGAIN, ONLY GOD KNOWS FOR SURE. THE BOTTEM LINE IS I WANT TO DO GOD'S WILL FOR MY LIFE. AND THAT IS FOR 'MY LIFE', AND NOT FOR Y'ALLS LIFE.
THERE WAS A SONG PUT OUT IN THE 90'S BY JOAN OSBORNE CALLED, "WHAT IF GOD WAS ONE OF US?" YOU KNOW, JUST A STRANGER ON THE BUS TRYING TO MAKE HIS WAY HOME. I TOO HAVE PONDERED THIS THEORY OFTEN. THEY SAY JESUS WAS ONE OF US, BECAUSE HE WAS HUMAN, BUT REALLY, HE DIDN'T ACT LIKE ONE OF US AT ALL. HE WAS GOD IN THE FLESH, AND HIS PURPOSE WAS TO LIVE A SINLESS LIFE, SO HE COULD DIE ON THE CROSS AND MAKE HIMSELF SIN FOR US, US BEING THE REST OF THE HUMAN BEINGS THAT HAVE EVER BEEN CONCEIVED ON THIS EARTH. SO JESUS REALLY WASN'T ONE OF US, HE WAS THE SAVIOR OF THE WORLD. HE DIDN'T SIN. AND ALL OF US HAVE SINNED SINCE ADAM AND EVE. OK, NOW BACK TO MY POINT, WHAT IF GOD WAS ONE OF US? AND I WON'T EVEN GO THAT FAR. WHAT IF JESUS HAD A SPIRITUAL SON THAT HE DELIBERATELY PLACED IN THIS AGE, LIKE GOD SPIRITUALLY PLACED JESUS IN THE AGE 2000 YEARS AGO?
NOW, LET'S DESCRIBE SOME CHARACTERISTICS OF WHAT I THINK THIS SUPPOSED SON WOULD HAVE. BE A GENTILE. OK, THAT MAKES SENSE, I MEAN HIS BRIDE IS MOSTLY GENTILES. BE ADOPTED BY GOD'S GRACE. AGAIN, MAKES SENSE FOR THAT IS WHY HE DIED AND ROSE FROM THE DEAD. BE AMERICAN. WHY NOT. THIS IS CALLED A "CHRISTIAN NATION," AND ALL. BORN IN THE LAND THAT MEANS RISES FROM THE ASHES. WELL, HE ROSE FROM THE DEAD, SO RISING FROM THE ASHES ISN'T THAT MUCH OF A STRETCH. NOW LET'S GET SPECIFIC, SHALL WE. BORN IN 1977. AGAIN WHY NOT. 77 IS GOD'S NUMBER TWICE. *SPEED TALKING* HAVE BLUE EYES 6 FOOT 3 INCHES CHIN STRAP BEARD HASN'T BROKEN A BONE (KNOCK ON WOOD)JESUS TATTOOS BONDSERVANT EAR PIERCINGS SIZE 2 WITH THE WORD DEUCE ON HIS RIGHT ARM. *BIG BREATH, AND EXHALE* OK, IT'S ME ALRIGHT, I THINK IT'S FUCKING ME. I AM THE SON OF JESUS CHRIST AKA THE SECOND COMING AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT. WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY? I JUST DO. I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS NOT MY OWN. I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT IN CONTROL. I FEEL LIKE I LIVE LIKE I AM COMPELLED TO LIVE. OTHERS HAVE FREE CHOICE, BUT I AM ONE WHO DOESN'T. I DO SHIT FOR NO REASON AT ALL, AND I ALWAYS HAVE. I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO WHAT I DO, I JUST DO. ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED IN THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS IS TO BE JESUS' SON, AKA GZUS THUG. NOW YOU WOULD THINK LOGICALLY THAT IF JESUS HAD A SON, HE WOULD BE A VERY GODLY PERSON THAT PEOPLE WOULD LIKE AND THINK HIGHLY OF, RIGHT. BUT WOULDN'T THAT JUST BE TOO EASY? LOOK, I CAN'T PROVE SHIT, AND QUITE FRANKLY, IT'S NOT MY JOB TO PROVE IT, IT'S GOD'S. SO IF HE DOES, GREAT, I'M READY. IF HE DOESN'T, I'M JUST A FOOL, AND COMPLETELY FULL OF SHIT, AND I'M COOL WITH THAT TOO FOR I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THAT ANYWAY.
I'M NOT LOOKING FOR SUPPORT, I'M NOT LOOKING TO BE WORSHIPPED, I'M NOT LOOKING FOR FOLLOWERS, I'M NOT LOOKING TO START A CULT,LMAO. I'M AM JUST WRITING SHIT ON A WEBSITE THAT IS IN MY HEAD AND SEE IF ANYTHING COMES OF IT...YOU KNOW, THROWING SHIT UP AGAINST A WALL AND SEE IF ANY OF IT STICKS. JESUS NEVER WROTE ABOUT HIMSELF, AND I FOUND THAT RATHER ODD. HE NEVER WROTE IN HIS OWN HAND, AND I FOUND THAT QUITE PECULIAR. SO AS HIS REBELLIOUS SON, I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE ON THIS WEBSITE CALLED DAILY STRENGTH FOR THE WORLD TO READ, BUT BE SO DISGUSTED BY READING IT, THAT THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO ANYWAY. THIS IS BASICALLY FOR AFTER THE RAPTURE AND THE 7 YEAR TRIBULATION(IF ANYTHING IS LEFT). TO GO BACK, AND SEE WOW, ROB REALLY WAS COMPLETELY FULL OF SHIT, OR OH SHIT, ROB WAS NOT AT ALL WHO WE THOUGHT HE WAS. HE REALLY WAS WHO THE REPULSIVE BASTARD SAID HE WAS. MY LIFE IS AN EXPERIMENT, AND JESUS IS THE CHEMIST. HE PUT TOGETHER MY MOTHER AND MY FATHER, AND MADE ME AND MY SISTER,(THE ULTIMATE SOLDIER AND THE ULTIMATE SAINT) AND THEN MY DAD HAD US THROUGH THE 80'S AND THEN DIED DECEMBER 21ST, 1991. THEN A MONTH LATER, WE LIVED WITH OUR MOM. I UNTIL I GRADUATED AND GOT KICKED OUT, MY SIS UNTIL ABOUT 2 MONTHS AGO.LMAO.
SINCE I GOT SAVED ON APRIL 7TH IN 1993, I HAVE STUDIED AND EXPERIENCED GOD. I'M NOT A BOOK WORM LIKE MY SISTER IS, BUT I HAVE LISTENED AND OBSERVED EVERYTHING THAT HAS EVER COME ACROSS MY PATH ABOUT GOD, JESUS, AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. HIS GRACE, HIS LAW, ALL OF IT. INSIDE ME IS A FREE SPIRIT, AND I WAS GOING TO DO THINGS MY OWN WAY, AND NOT STEP BY STEP, WORD BY WORD. I WOULD JUST DEPEND ON GOD'S SPIRIT TO GUIDE ME, AND HE HAS, EVERY SINGLE STEP OF THE WAY. I HAVE SEEN HIM WORK IN AMAZING WAYS TO WHERE I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO BELIEVE IN HIS POWER AND HIS EVERLASTING GOODNESS AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, AND MY FAVORITE, HIS AMAZING GRACE. I KNOW I DESERVE HELL. ALL OF 'US' DESERVES HELL...BUT...MY DADDY, JESUS, MADE A WAY FOR 'US' NEVER TO HAVE TO EXPERIENCE HELL, AND TO HAVE ETERNAL LIFE WITH HIM AS HIS BRIDE. THAT'S IT!!! I'M LOOKING FOR THE FINAL PIECES FOR MY DADDY'S WIFE'S BODY. I'M NOT CONCERNED WITH THOSE THAT ARE ALREADY SAVED. GREAT JOB, WELL DONE, BUT THAT IS NOT MY PURPOSE. I'M LOOKING FOR THE WORST OF THE WORST, THE LAST OF THE LAST THAT WILL FINALLY CALL JESUS THEIR PERSONAL LORD AND SAVIOR.
I'M LOOKING FOR THE THIEVES, THE KILLERS, THE PROSTITUTES, THE ADULTERERS, THE STRIPPERS, THE ASSHOLES, THE BITCHES, YES, THE FUCKING SINNERS. FOR YOU WERE ALL FUCKING SINNERS BEFORE YOU TOO CAME TO KNOW THE LORD. I AM A FISHERMAN LOOKING TO HOOK IN SOULS FOR MY FATHER. WHAT DO I USE? I WALK LIKE THEM, I TALK LIKE THEM, I ACT LIKE THEM, I DRESS LIKE THEM, AND I SEE WHAT THEY SEE, AND I DO WHAT THEY DO, BUT I POINT THEM TO ETERNAL FORGIVENESS THROUGH JESUS CHRIST. IT'S A WHOLE NEW ROUGHER GAME IN THE NEW MILLENNIUM, BUT TO GOD, IT'S ALL THE SAME. HE'S SEEN IT ALL BEFORE, AND HE'S NOT SHOCKED, BUT SOMETIMES EXTREME TIMES CALL FOR EXTREME MEASURES.
THERE IS A CHANCE, I MAY NOT BE GOING UP IN THE RAPTURE OF THE SAINTS. I DON'T KNOW. I MAY BE DOWN HERE ON THE EARTH PREPARING AN ARMY OF SOLDIERS TO FIGHT A WAR AGAINST THE ANTI-CHRIST. YES, THE WAR OF ARMAGEDDON SPOKEN OF IN THE PAGES OF REVELATION. I DON'T KNOW, I'M NOT GOD. HE GETS TO DECIDE HOW THIS IS ALL GOING TO GO DOWN, AND WHO IS GETTING RAPTURED AND WHO IS STAYING BEHIND, OR IF THERE IS EVEN GOING TO BE A RAPTURE. I BELIEVE THERE IS GOING TO, BUT I DON'T HAVE THE PROOF. SURE I COULD INTERPRET SCRIPTURE TO SAY THAT, BUT ALL WE KNOW IS THE PAST FOR SURE. THE FUTURE IS STILL A MYSTERY TO ALL OF US. YES, IT IS WRITTEN IN REVELATION IN THE BOOK OF ABSOLUTE TRUTH, BUT THAT COULD BE THOUSANDS OF YEARS FROM NOW. NO, I DON'T THINK IT IS, BUT AGAIN, AS OF RIGHT NOW, I AM NO ONE. IF GOD SEES IT DIFFERENTLY, THEN SO BE IT, BUT AS FOR NOW, I AM JUST PISS IN THE WIND. ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT I WOULD LOVE TO AND BE HONORED TO BE CHOSEN BY GOD TO BE JESUS' SON, AND THE SECOND COMING OF CHRIST. IT'S UP TO GOD TO KNOW IF THERE IS EVEN GOING TO BE AN ACTUAL PERSON ON THE EARTH THAT IS THE SECOND COMING OR IF IT IS GOING TO BE JESUS HIMSELF RIDING DOWN ON A CLOUD AT THE END OF THE WAR WITH A SWORD OF THE WORD IN HIS MOUTH SLAYING THE EVIL ONE.
....OR MAYBE HE WANTS TO USE SOMEONE THAT IS COOL WITH JUST BEING "ONE OF US."
I AM ONE THAT HAS ALWAYS WONDERED ABOUT MY SANITY. THEY CALLED JOHN THE BABTIST THE CRAZY MAN SCREAMING OUT IN THE WILDERNESS ABOUT THE COMING OF THE LORD, AND WELL I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I CAN IDENTIFY WITH THAT. I AM A CRAZY MAN, CHECK. I AM I GUESS SCREAMING OUT IN THE WILDERNESS WITH MY "ALL CAPS," CHECK. AND I DO LIKE TO TELL PEOPLE THAT THE RAPTURE IS COMING(AND LIKE A CRAZY MAN, WHEN IT'S COMING) AND THEN THE COMING OF THE LORD, CHECK. MY SEARCH FOR SIGNIFICANCE HAS BEEN A LONG ONE. IT IS A SEARCH THAT EVERY HUMAN SEARCHES FOR. SIGNIFICANCE IS WHY WE ARE HERE ON THE EARTH. PURPOSE, SOMETHING PLACED DEEP INSIDE OF US THAT WE SEARCH FOR UNTIL WE FIND IT.
NOW EITHER I HAVE FOUND "IT," OR I'VE JUST SMOKED TOO MUCH WEED. WILL ANYTHING EVER BECOME OF THIS? ONLY GOD KNOWS FOR SURE. AM I COMPLETELY FULL OF SHIT? AGAIN, ONLY GOD KNOWS FOR SURE. THE BOTTEM LINE IS I WANT TO DO GOD'S WILL FOR MY LIFE. AND THAT IS FOR 'MY LIFE', AND NOT FOR Y'ALLS LIFE.
THERE WAS A SONG PUT OUT IN THE 90'S BY JOAN OSBORNE CALLED, "WHAT IF GOD WAS ONE OF US?" YOU KNOW, JUST A STRANGER ON THE BUS TRYING TO MAKE HIS WAY HOME. I TOO HAVE PONDERED THIS THEORY OFTEN. THEY SAY JESUS WAS ONE OF US, BECAUSE HE WAS HUMAN, BUT REALLY, HE DIDN'T ACT LIKE ONE OF US AT ALL. HE WAS GOD IN THE FLESH, AND HIS PURPOSE WAS TO LIVE A SINLESS LIFE, SO HE COULD DIE ON THE CROSS AND MAKE HIMSELF SIN FOR US, US BEING THE REST OF THE HUMAN BEINGS THAT HAVE EVER BEEN CONCEIVED ON THIS EARTH. SO JESUS REALLY WASN'T ONE OF US, HE WAS THE SAVIOR OF THE WORLD. HE DIDN'T SIN. AND ALL OF US HAVE SINNED SINCE ADAM AND EVE. OK, NOW BACK TO MY POINT, WHAT IF GOD WAS ONE OF US? AND I WON'T EVEN GO THAT FAR. WHAT IF JESUS HAD A SPIRITUAL SON THAT HE DELIBERATELY PLACED IN THIS AGE, LIKE GOD SPIRITUALLY PLACED JESUS IN THE AGE 2000 YEARS AGO?
NOW, LET'S DESCRIBE SOME CHARACTERISTICS OF WHAT I THINK THIS SUPPOSED SON WOULD HAVE. BE A GENTILE. OK, THAT MAKES SENSE, I MEAN HIS BRIDE IS MOSTLY GENTILES. BE ADOPTED BY GOD'S GRACE. AGAIN, MAKES SENSE FOR THAT IS WHY HE DIED AND ROSE FROM THE DEAD. BE AMERICAN. WHY NOT. THIS IS CALLED A "CHRISTIAN NATION," AND ALL. BORN IN THE LAND THAT MEANS RISES FROM THE ASHES. WELL, HE ROSE FROM THE DEAD, SO RISING FROM THE ASHES ISN'T THAT MUCH OF A STRETCH. NOW LET'S GET SPECIFIC, SHALL WE. BORN IN 1977. AGAIN WHY NOT. 77 IS GOD'S NUMBER TWICE. *SPEED TALKING* HAVE BLUE EYES 6 FOOT 3 INCHES CHIN STRAP BEARD HASN'T BROKEN A BONE (KNOCK ON WOOD)JESUS TATTOOS BONDSERVANT EAR PIERCINGS SIZE 2 WITH THE WORD DEUCE ON HIS RIGHT ARM. *BIG BREATH, AND EXHALE* OK, IT'S ME ALRIGHT, I THINK IT'S FUCKING ME. I AM THE SON OF JESUS CHRIST AKA THE SECOND COMING AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT. WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY? I JUST DO. I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS NOT MY OWN. I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT IN CONTROL. I FEEL LIKE I LIVE LIKE I AM COMPELLED TO LIVE. OTHERS HAVE FREE CHOICE, BUT I AM ONE WHO DOESN'T. I DO SHIT FOR NO REASON AT ALL, AND I ALWAYS HAVE. I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO WHAT I DO, I JUST DO. ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED IN THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS IS TO BE JESUS' SON, AKA GZUS THUG. NOW YOU WOULD THINK LOGICALLY THAT IF JESUS HAD A SON, HE WOULD BE A VERY GODLY PERSON THAT PEOPLE WOULD LIKE AND THINK HIGHLY OF, RIGHT. BUT WOULDN'T THAT JUST BE TOO EASY? LOOK, I CAN'T PROVE SHIT, AND QUITE FRANKLY, IT'S NOT MY JOB TO PROVE IT, IT'S GOD'S. SO IF HE DOES, GREAT, I'M READY. IF HE DOESN'T, I'M JUST A FOOL, AND COMPLETELY FULL OF SHIT, AND I'M COOL WITH THAT TOO FOR I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THAT ANYWAY.
I'M NOT LOOKING FOR SUPPORT, I'M NOT LOOKING TO BE WORSHIPPED, I'M NOT LOOKING FOR FOLLOWERS, I'M NOT LOOKING TO START A CULT,LMAO. I'M AM JUST WRITING SHIT ON A WEBSITE THAT IS IN MY HEAD AND SEE IF ANYTHING COMES OF IT...YOU KNOW, THROWING SHIT UP AGAINST A WALL AND SEE IF ANY OF IT STICKS. JESUS NEVER WROTE ABOUT HIMSELF, AND I FOUND THAT RATHER ODD. HE NEVER WROTE IN HIS OWN HAND, AND I FOUND THAT QUITE PECULIAR. SO AS HIS REBELLIOUS SON, I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE ON THIS WEBSITE CALLED DAILY STRENGTH FOR THE WORLD TO READ, BUT BE SO DISGUSTED BY READING IT, THAT THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO ANYWAY. THIS IS BASICALLY FOR AFTER THE RAPTURE AND THE 7 YEAR TRIBULATION(IF ANYTHING IS LEFT). TO GO BACK, AND SEE WOW, ROB REALLY WAS COMPLETELY FULL OF SHIT, OR OH SHIT, ROB WAS NOT AT ALL WHO WE THOUGHT HE WAS. HE REALLY WAS WHO THE REPULSIVE BASTARD SAID HE WAS. MY LIFE IS AN EXPERIMENT, AND JESUS IS THE CHEMIST. HE PUT TOGETHER MY MOTHER AND MY FATHER, AND MADE ME AND MY SISTER,(THE ULTIMATE SOLDIER AND THE ULTIMATE SAINT) AND THEN MY DAD HAD US THROUGH THE 80'S AND THEN DIED DECEMBER 21ST, 1991. THEN A MONTH LATER, WE LIVED WITH OUR MOM. I UNTIL I GRADUATED AND GOT KICKED OUT, MY SIS UNTIL ABOUT 2 MONTHS AGO.LMAO.
SINCE I GOT SAVED ON APRIL 7TH IN 1993, I HAVE STUDIED AND EXPERIENCED GOD. I'M NOT A BOOK WORM LIKE MY SISTER IS, BUT I HAVE LISTENED AND OBSERVED EVERYTHING THAT HAS EVER COME ACROSS MY PATH ABOUT GOD, JESUS, AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. HIS GRACE, HIS LAW, ALL OF IT. INSIDE ME IS A FREE SPIRIT, AND I WAS GOING TO DO THINGS MY OWN WAY, AND NOT STEP BY STEP, WORD BY WORD. I WOULD JUST DEPEND ON GOD'S SPIRIT TO GUIDE ME, AND HE HAS, EVERY SINGLE STEP OF THE WAY. I HAVE SEEN HIM WORK IN AMAZING WAYS TO WHERE I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO BELIEVE IN HIS POWER AND HIS EVERLASTING GOODNESS AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, AND MY FAVORITE, HIS AMAZING GRACE. I KNOW I DESERVE HELL. ALL OF 'US' DESERVES HELL...BUT...MY DADDY, JESUS, MADE A WAY FOR 'US' NEVER TO HAVE TO EXPERIENCE HELL, AND TO HAVE ETERNAL LIFE WITH HIM AS HIS BRIDE. THAT'S IT!!! I'M LOOKING FOR THE FINAL PIECES FOR MY DADDY'S WIFE'S BODY. I'M NOT CONCERNED WITH THOSE THAT ARE ALREADY SAVED. GREAT JOB, WELL DONE, BUT THAT IS NOT MY PURPOSE. I'M LOOKING FOR THE WORST OF THE WORST, THE LAST OF THE LAST THAT WILL FINALLY CALL JESUS THEIR PERSONAL LORD AND SAVIOR.
I'M LOOKING FOR THE THIEVES, THE KILLERS, THE PROSTITUTES, THE ADULTERERS, THE STRIPPERS, THE ASSHOLES, THE BITCHES, YES, THE FUCKING SINNERS. FOR YOU WERE ALL FUCKING SINNERS BEFORE YOU TOO CAME TO KNOW THE LORD. I AM A FISHERMAN LOOKING TO HOOK IN SOULS FOR MY FATHER. WHAT DO I USE? I WALK LIKE THEM, I TALK LIKE THEM, I ACT LIKE THEM, I DRESS LIKE THEM, AND I SEE WHAT THEY SEE, AND I DO WHAT THEY DO, BUT I POINT THEM TO ETERNAL FORGIVENESS THROUGH JESUS CHRIST. IT'S A WHOLE NEW ROUGHER GAME IN THE NEW MILLENNIUM, BUT TO GOD, IT'S ALL THE SAME. HE'S SEEN IT ALL BEFORE, AND HE'S NOT SHOCKED, BUT SOMETIMES EXTREME TIMES CALL FOR EXTREME MEASURES.
THERE IS A CHANCE, I MAY NOT BE GOING UP IN THE RAPTURE OF THE SAINTS. I DON'T KNOW. I MAY BE DOWN HERE ON THE EARTH PREPARING AN ARMY OF SOLDIERS TO FIGHT A WAR AGAINST THE ANTI-CHRIST. YES, THE WAR OF ARMAGEDDON SPOKEN OF IN THE PAGES OF REVELATION. I DON'T KNOW, I'M NOT GOD. HE GETS TO DECIDE HOW THIS IS ALL GOING TO GO DOWN, AND WHO IS GETTING RAPTURED AND WHO IS STAYING BEHIND, OR IF THERE IS EVEN GOING TO BE A RAPTURE. I BELIEVE THERE IS GOING TO, BUT I DON'T HAVE THE PROOF. SURE I COULD INTERPRET SCRIPTURE TO SAY THAT, BUT ALL WE KNOW IS THE PAST FOR SURE. THE FUTURE IS STILL A MYSTERY TO ALL OF US. YES, IT IS WRITTEN IN REVELATION IN THE BOOK OF ABSOLUTE TRUTH, BUT THAT COULD BE THOUSANDS OF YEARS FROM NOW. NO, I DON'T THINK IT IS, BUT AGAIN, AS OF RIGHT NOW, I AM NO ONE. IF GOD SEES IT DIFFERENTLY, THEN SO BE IT, BUT AS FOR NOW, I AM JUST PISS IN THE WIND. ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT I WOULD LOVE TO AND BE HONORED TO BE CHOSEN BY GOD TO BE JESUS' SON, AND THE SECOND COMING OF CHRIST. IT'S UP TO GOD TO KNOW IF THERE IS EVEN GOING TO BE AN ACTUAL PERSON ON THE EARTH THAT IS THE SECOND COMING OR IF IT IS GOING TO BE JESUS HIMSELF RIDING DOWN ON A CLOUD AT THE END OF THE WAR WITH A SWORD OF THE WORD IN HIS MOUTH SLAYING THE EVIL ONE.
....OR MAYBE HE WANTS TO USE SOMEONE THAT IS COOL WITH JUST BEING "ONE OF US."
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