The meaning!!!

I have had my eyes opened last week. I went and saw my aunt who had an aneurism in her brain when she was 18. This has caused her to have violent seizures and multiple brain surgeries since then. As we were talking, she told me about how, you go through life never thinking something bad was going to happen to you. I was thinking, are you kidding me? I go through life thinking everything bad is going to happen to me!!! She helped show me how great my life is, even if I am over sensitive to my body and I'm anxious. I'm still a worth while human being and I still live a blessed life on this planet.  All too often, I have wasted my time, being depressed about my anxiety. Stressing about the causes and I miss so many great opportunities. I used to skip time with my friends and family in order to avoid the stigma of my anxiety. I have made a decision. My anxiety does not control me anymore. I have a lot of world to see before the good Lord takes me from this earth and when I'm lying in my casket, I will lay there peacefully knowing that it's where I'm meant to be at that particular moment and knowing that I have lived my life to the fullest. There are so many people going through hard times and they are suffering. I want to take my suffering, and turn it into something powerful that may be able to help other people.