the me inside

Outside I live, Inside I dieOutside I laugh, Inside I cryI hide the real me from you allThe walls around me must stay tall  No one can know the me insideIf they knew they would run and hideInside I hide all the painInside I’m slowly going insane  My guard is up and trust is downI hide it from the whole townBut with you it’s different, I don’t knowTo you my secrets I want to show  I want you to see the me insideThe one that will always hideI let one wall down for youAnd soon that one turns to two  Soon all the walls go awayThen you decide to sayAll of this is hurting meI can’t be the friend you want me to be  One by one the walls come backSlowly I get back on trackWhat was I thinking, stupid meI knew better than to let you see  No one can know the me insideFrom the world that me must hideI’m sorry for all the bad thingsThat telling people always brings  I’m sorry I showed you the other meI should’ve let our friendship beWhy I told you, I’m not sureBut I won’t hurt you anymore