The Love Dare

So, It has been 24 days since my last time viewing porn, and 11 days  since last MB.  I am currently reading 4 different books.  2 of them are SAA books, one is my Bible, and the other one is "The Love Dare", specifically the 40 day challenge.  I am doing this not only to help undo the damage I have done to our relationship, but also because I believe that it is what God would like me to do.  So regardless of however my spouse reacts, I will continue to do the right thing and try to be the husband and father that my family needs, rather than seeking my own sexual fulfillment.  I cannot control how my wife reacts to me, how long it takes her to gain trust in me, or whether we ever have a normal relationship again, but I can control my own actions.  My brain fog has lifted.  I am not being tempted to MB, look at porn, or act out.  I know that I will eventually be tempted again, but I am building up my strength to be able to defeat it.  Knowledge and wisdom help, but I am counting on God to do the heavy lifting for me that I am unable to do!