THe lonewolf
Not one person really gets me. Some attempt to. I walk the lone way. I walk alone, I live alone, I am miserable alone, I am happy alone. I feel so many things tonight, mostly this sadness that's dwelling inside. I reach out and I get hurt more often than not. People are like the Lonewolf time has gone, time to work with others. I don't always play nice with others. I came into this world alone, I will go back to the earth alone. I am never alone a hundred percent with the ancient ones guiding my way. Without religiopn and a deep sence of love for mother Earth I would disapear seace to exsist. What a gloomy post, but I am known for brutal honesty.I'd rather be alone, than hurt by one more person.I can't take loosing another person I loved again. So I walk I stand alone.
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I can relate on some levels. Im so tired of being hurt I isolate. It seems the more I reach out in the physical world the more I get hurt, it almost seems natural if all you get is pain. But it does get lonely sometimes. Who knows ...maybe being alone is ok. I get mad at the media how it always portrays what life should be. But life is always changing too.Sometimes it can surprise us.
I totally get this. I sit in my house thinking of people I should be calling or going to see, knowing they want me too but it is so much safer and easier to stay here alone. I can remember times in my life when socializing was fun but now it is something that makes me terribly anxious...you are not alone in that x