The Lonelie's
I am grateful for a huge outpouring of love and birthday wishes to me today, and I value every call and card and facebook message,
but this is the first time I have ever spent my my birthday totally alone and as it approaches midnight I am feeling down, all of a sudden,
The only person I spoke to besides my family and friends on the phone, was a grocery store clerk. My fault maybe for not working harder to reach out but crap it does hurt a bit.
I feel lonely, and that is not something I have said since he left, I felt lonely when he was here too,
Time for me to fix this.
I do feel blessed and grateful for the love I got today from everyone, except him.
but this is the first time I have ever spent my my birthday totally alone and as it approaches midnight I am feeling down, all of a sudden,
The only person I spoke to besides my family and friends on the phone, was a grocery store clerk. My fault maybe for not working harder to reach out but crap it does hurt a bit.
I feel lonely, and that is not something I have said since he left, I felt lonely when he was here too,
Time for me to fix this.
I do feel blessed and grateful for the love I got today from everyone, except him.
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Happy birthday Amy! I hope I didn\'t miss it. I think you\'re amazing and even tho we don\'t know each other, I think of you as a friend in some ways. I didn\'t care about my birthday nor any holiday for that matter since about Oct. I am finally coming back to life and feel some hope for a better year. Anything will be better for us then the past year. You have done many things in your life and you will continue doing so. Keep the positive thoughts going, you help all of us!!! Hugs
oh, I\'m a dummy I kept seeing the 9th on everything thinking it was Sept. 9th. So sorry, but happy LATE birthday friend. Sheessss. I\'m an idiot sometimes, must be Monday :)
Thanks for the birthday wishes - belated or not.
Big hug to you dear!
Is your birthday 7/9?
It was 7/8, which feels like forever ago. It was a rough summer I suppose.
Ah..I thought we shared a birthday..I\'m the 9th. It does feel like forever ago..I agree!
Happy birthday, both of you ladies!
Belated...I thought you were September 8, not July 8!