The Light in the Darkness
Here is the story of how God completely healed me from my Depression but satan was also fighting. This is purely how I interpret what happened.
We were driving to a Jesterz show that my twin sister bought tickets for. She surprised me through a poem that I was going to meet JASON GRAY from STUDIO C!!!!! We were five minutes away and I was going crazy. I was so excited (Still am). Suddenly, a car jumped in front of us and barely stopped in time to let us pass. As we were turning into the place where the Jesterz show was being held, my dad (who was driving) turned to late and, as he tried to correct himself, had his truck blocking the road with a bunch of cars coming our way. He was able to fix it just in time.
Even months later, I am still fully excited about the fact that I MET JASON GRAY! I was brave enough to do my Batman voice for him and he said my Batman joke in his Batman voice! He also said our family joke in his Christoper Walken voice for us. Later, he replied to us on Instagram (Not my channel. I don't have one.)
I believe that those two experiences with the cars was satan trying to scare me so I wouldn't be healed from my Anxiety and he could've been trying to do some damage. It did not work and the fact that I met Jason Gray (!!!!!!) helped me visit my sister's choir performance even though I have PTSD from being in that choir. Letting me meet Jason Gray (!!!) was not just a good day. It changed my life for the better. He even gave me an accidental spoiler for season 15 of Studio C!!!!! I may still have Anxiety, but I no longer suffer from Depression. I have some moments where I get sad but they only last a few minutes at the most. Whenever I even think about meeting Jason Gray (!!!!!) I immediantly start smiling and can't stop.
I am so thankful that God protected us and devoted His time and effort to give me that wonderful experience. Never forget the good days. They can be your beacon of hope and stability. God always gives us good moments/days/years. Never forget them. You never know how much focusing on them could help you through the tough and scary moments. Have one memory be the light in the darkness. Trust me. It will help move you forward and closer to the light.
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Thanks for sharing this! I'm glad that you are no longer dealing with depression. One of my favorite quotes is "Every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day." Your comment about God giving us good moments made me think of it. : ) I'm glad that you are able to sense His presence in your life. Hugs.
Thanks! Your quote reminded me of one of my favorite quotes from my second favorite TV show, Doctor Who: “The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t necessarily soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things or make them unimportant.”
I love the message both of those quotes bring. Thanks for sharing it!