The Life I'll Never Have

Chronic migraines have always limited my competence in life; my ability to keep a job, do housework, accomplish personal goals, socialize, enjoy hobbies, and now (along with my worsening digestive issues) my ability to start a family. I wish so badly that I was in a position to have children with my fiance, but, with my health issues, there's no way I could handle that. It just doesn't seem like a smart move, even though it's a life I desperately want. I'm honestly not even sure how long my body will last, given everything that's been going wrong with me.