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Hello everyone. Well its been a few days since my last confession so here comes another round at ya. This past Thursday I had some reparitive therapy done for the second week in a row which had made SUCH a difference. I dont hurt anywhere near as much as I did before, and my body is working to fix itself. My period came and went, and though the cramps kicked my butt all over the place it was GREAT to finally have it arrive. I slipped on my diet though guys, I highly doubt I am going to be able to complete my goal. I look down at my stomach and see it pudging all over again. I had a crushing blow dealt to me today. I was told my application to Books A Million was pulled and up for interviews, but when i called today apparently that wasn't the case. So, tonight, in SPITE alone, I resubmitted my application. I will be politely reminding him every freaking day now, and I will be printing out copies of my resume. I will be damned if I am defeated by this. I have also been constantly reminding the hiring manager at Bed, Bath and Beyond. Hopefully SOMEONE breaks soon and hires me. So now I have the bitter taste of reection, and hopelessness on my tongue, but fortunately it's mixed with the salty flavor of determination. Even the temp agencies that Ive given my information to has been useless. Which is sad and fucked up because arent temp agencies in place for JUST that reason? To find people like me jobs. Anyway, theres a bit on my professional life. As far as my personal life Tyrone and I are doing quite well. He's maintained being a sweety to me. Letting me cuddle on him, and watch whatever movies I want to watch, and I have been happy. Today I went to visit a friend of mine. Her name is Colleen, I had fun hanging out with her even though her house was a warzone. Shes leaving in a few hours to go to Kentucky for I dont know how long. My depression, plus a gift card Ive had since Christmas is leading me to getting new bras tomorrow FINALLY. Its been at least 3 years since Ive gotten a new REAL comfortable bra. So I think its time. Well guys, I think Im gonna try to sleep now. Keep your heads up, and pray. Nite
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huggies miss you ha glad your periods over i just got mine, howver i really never have cramps anymore, sorry you do.
you slipped on your diet, thats okay, just eat better you konw, dont think of it as a diet. the \'diet\' word is such a bad word, its icky to me. i prefer to call it healthy eating . ha :)
keep on walking, the weight will come on. you are sitll so beautiful as you are, casue i say so. dont worry botu a job so much, you are a good person, you will get just the right one. :)
sweet dreams jennjenn you are still an angel to me... ily