the last 2 months

well its been awhile since i've been online and on this site- seeing as for the last 2 months i've been living with matt ..... had a job at walmart- remodeling the store... and that was awesome... but i couldnt take it and so i left him and i am now staying with my best friends in indy ..... i am really ok and i know that sounds strange but its like something snapped and i'm a stronger person for all i've been through..... i have 4 people to thank for getting me through this..... Jen - i love u so much and u have stuck by my side right or wrong .... u will always in my mind be my big sis and best friend..... my other 2 best friends- Micheal and Lear- without whom i would be lost and alone..... and a great guy- Keith... for believing in me, loving me and accepting me with all my flaws.......... i love u all.... and to my extended ds family and friends... you've been my pillar of strength in my time of need and i dont know what i wouldve done without u all and this site.... much luv xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx