The knot in the pit of my stomach

Your dreams and your future can change in the blink of an eye.  I have to rethink my future and dream new dreams. On ocassions when I think about it I feel a knot in the pit of my stomach, I feel dizzy and like throwing up.  I am better and I've been putting myself back together after been broken, I am stronger than I thought but that don't take away the uncertainty, the million thoughts in my head about my future.  I am living one day at a time, trying to enjoy everyday and having fun but still the thought of the future just creeps on my mind and it seems so complicated to create a new and different life goals.  Gotta remind myself to breathe and live one day at a time .

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deleted_user
deleted_user

LOVE this! very well said. even with me rebuilding my foundation with the new dreams i have chosen i get knots. its hard, isnt it? having to reshift everything? you are strong - you have everything you need inside of you. learning to take things a day at a time, breathe and enjoy is a lesson i wish i had applied to my life long before my divorce became final - i knew it, but i didnt live it like i do now. bravo to you! we are all here for you every step of the way, one day at a time. :) xoxo
Misred
Misred

Look at is as getting a clean slate....or blank canvas. You are the artist who can create what ever you want now. (((HUGS)))
playerapr
playerapr

I\'m trying to re-create my life, my dreams, my future just sometimes I just draw a blank, it is hard having to reshift everything......just breathe and one day at a time :)
deleted_user
deleted_user

That is life my friend. And it takes time to dream new dreams. Right now I\'m just mourning the loss of what could have been. Acceptance is the first step of moving on and building a new future. (((HUGS)))
PeterMaq
PeterMaq

The difficult part is to let go of your past life, I just can\'t seem to do it., but thanks for your words, it helps.