The kindness of strangers

Not much shocks me. But his week, something did, in a good way. I was contacted by K, the friend of a FaceBook friend. K herself has lost her brother, years ago.  She gave me her phone number and wants me to call her, telling me she would like to try and help me through this.
A total stranger.....offering me a hand back to the land of the living.....I only hope I could pay it forward one day.
 
In other news, my work with SS starts tonight. He calls it life coaching, to help me get through the sadness and offer me hope. This has me a little stressed out. I am not sure why. Maybe I am afraid that it will not help. I mean I am not at all sure regular therapy is helping. Maybe I do not want to let him down?  Maybe I do not want all the sadness and negative crap to come spurting out? I am usually good at figuring out what is going on in my head...not this time though.