the joker is back!

i am so so happy today so hyper i just cant write quick enough i know im ghoing to ramble but i dont care!! my bestest buddy is back and im so happy. ive missed her so much and i know that she needs us all to be calm for her return but i just cant help being so hyper!i check ds this morning and i have been shocked to find a hug from jokey, i know we all have one!!! how great a morning is this. we are all reunited with our joker. ok calm breath....this week i have been ok, only a few pains but i feel somewhat normal again. still waiting for the doctors to decide whats happening with my throat, my voice is getting deeper and the antibiotics didnt work so i think it will be a hospital thing again. still waiting to see if they are upping my dosage aswell. apparently they are 6 weeks behind at the hospital so letter wont be recieved any time soon!watched a documentary on vhannel 4 the other night called the tallest person in the world and yes there was the people that we put on the discussion list. and i felt somewhat hurt watching this as he kept saying that they are freaks!!! not a right word to use. and also he said that the people with acro were freaks i couldnt believe he could get away with saying that, we are not bloody freaks we are human and have a medical condition not freaks!!! ok so im angry about it too. i think a letter might be going to channel 4 to have go at them the way im feeling right now i feel like i need to protect people with acro against people who are like this...just terrible.