The Jewel...
So often I journal about my feeling, mostly pain and loneliness..There was this one thing in my late life that some how kept me from fallin into the never ending darkness of hate.You really have to watch out for this Demon called Hate...Hate aint a natural emotion... it's way darker, consuming and otherworldly... drives people to harm and destroy other people lives... for satifaction of nothing more than causing pain...Hate isn't alone, misery love company... jealousy, envy, fear, often lead people to controling and possessive... even dictators of personal life... hateing difference, and change.This leads to abuse, in forms of gross physcal and emotional harm. There was a Jewel in my life that shined thru that darkness, that gave me something solid to hold on to... so that I might find myway into the light and defeat the Hate in my soul...This Jewel had planted the seed many years before, as a child. This Jewel, was my step-grandmother...that was her name...I only knew her as granny most all my life... till I was grown. She was steadfast in her Faith. The only thing she ever shared was Love...So many time she seemed too good to be true...cause all I ever knew was deception, and falsehoods...But not Granny, not the Jewel... She remained true to herself, and lead me out ot the darkness, and freed my heart of hate...With Love...She gave me everything, her home, her money, and the only thing I ever wanted or needed was her Love... and she gave me that too freely...So the money is gone, I lost the home, but no one can ever take away the Love... and the memories of this wonderful person... shall endure till time indefinate... and to her my share of enteral life I give...Love ya granny always..
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