The irnoy of it all

I'm in constant pain, and I am unhappy. I am on pain meds now, and I got diagnosed, but the meds arent totally taking the pain away, and now that I recover from one of the worst deasesase in the world from which the only way we can recover is to stop. You have no options, to where Omg mommy make the pain go away. I can't keep living like this Artwork helps but since my relapse and joinging here, i been back to threarpy which is helping  alittle, but this attack on my skin and har follicolues are so bothersome. I hope God can take my pain away I dont like it anymore. I finally stoped got over the uctting had beautiful skin, and now im a mess.