The inner beast stays calm

I tame the innerbeast by feeding into what it needs. The shots, the meds, the love I am pouring it into myself ready to take on the world. Just where do I go? I went to the office to thank the girls yet again for saving me out of a miserable situation. Again they saved me and came in to plumb the plumbing. I had to tidy up. BEleve me I am  not on this diet and excersize kick just to look good naked. I want to of coruse, but none the less I am suffering with diabeties, and its causing the shakes the sweats symotoms of mood swings all over the place, sky rockets are going on like a warning red flag I have to red flag A few triggers. What triggers a cutter? Emotional abuse.