The importance of rest in my life
I feel like I have finally let myself be happy. I am always in a good mood, I see the good side of everything, I like how I interact with people, I feel like my happiness is infectuous.
Today was another good day. A very cool thing happened. I brought an old guitar from the closet to see if it was worth fixing. Steve, at International Vintage Guitars in New Orleans told me that guitar is worth thousands of dollars "as is"!!! I can't believe it. I bought it for $200 when I was a kid, my first guitar.
I worked all weekend with my brothers redoing my moms gardens. I had so many things planned, but when they asked me, I wanted to do it, both for my mom and to spend time with family. I have a belief that I won't live to a ripe age and want to cherish the time I have.
Anyway, after working hard all weekend and hard today I am worn out. And I find that being this tired makes me dwell on the one thing I don't have ... love. I usually fell that I am a good guy, with values, aspirations, a caring nature and good looking enough, even maybe minimally good looking. But that is enough with all the others qualities in my life.
But being tired equals being lonely. So all I am really saying in this journal is I need some rest.
:)
Today was another good day. A very cool thing happened. I brought an old guitar from the closet to see if it was worth fixing. Steve, at International Vintage Guitars in New Orleans told me that guitar is worth thousands of dollars "as is"!!! I can't believe it. I bought it for $200 when I was a kid, my first guitar.
I worked all weekend with my brothers redoing my moms gardens. I had so many things planned, but when they asked me, I wanted to do it, both for my mom and to spend time with family. I have a belief that I won't live to a ripe age and want to cherish the time I have.
Anyway, after working hard all weekend and hard today I am worn out. And I find that being this tired makes me dwell on the one thing I don't have ... love. I usually fell that I am a good guy, with values, aspirations, a caring nature and good looking enough, even maybe minimally good looking. But that is enough with all the others qualities in my life.
But being tired equals being lonely. So all I am really saying in this journal is I need some rest.
:)
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