THE HORRIBLE FACE
Today I feel horrible. Summer school is over YAY! It was pretty easy but I didn't get a break because we had to start immediately after school was out. Getting so far in the recent IVF process was great but then to have it cancelled again was CRAZINESS. I am having a hard time seeing the following
*pregnant people
*mommies and babies
*anyone talking to me about babies
My husband has a daughter, I feel such jeolousy and envy of all mommies let along having to see my husband and stepdaughter interact. This weekend visit is tremedously hard on me!! I HATE FEELING THE FEELINGS BUT SOMETIMES YOU CAN"T HELP IT! I have stayed strong but today I feel weak. I know the upside of everything but today I don't want to hear it! I am mad, angry, hurt and that's just that!
*pregnant people
*mommies and babies
*anyone talking to me about babies
My husband has a daughter, I feel such jeolousy and envy of all mommies let along having to see my husband and stepdaughter interact. This weekend visit is tremedously hard on me!! I HATE FEELING THE FEELINGS BUT SOMETIMES YOU CAN"T HELP IT! I have stayed strong but today I feel weak. I know the upside of everything but today I don't want to hear it! I am mad, angry, hurt and that's just that!
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