The Hell....
I really don't know what I do to her that gives her the right to do this crap to me. So let's begin...She and I have been fighting as I said in the last note. She doesn't talk to me all day yesterday. So I feel like crap after her last message and the fact that she's hurting. A couple of buddies of mine invite me down to Toronto and I had to pick something up from there anyways. So I decide to go. Well I get back from Toronto around 1:30 and stop off at the Timmies she works at. Well Telly asks me why I was in Toronto. I told her I went there to hang with some people and she was like "Who?" and I said "Some people". It's not like I have to give her an elaborate list or anything. I was only hanging out with Adam and James, it's not like she knows them. Well she starts interogating me this morning about why I wouldn't tell her who i went with and all that. So I gave her the whole detailed explanation and she was like "Why was that so hard to say last night?" Honestly, am I fucking in the wrong here? I don't get it, I haven't done anything to her to make her think I'd have something to hide, but instead here she is questioning me as if I've done something wrong. So then during all this questioning she starts asking me about money i owe people, and other things. Any money I owe is not to her relatives or close friends. It's between myself and that person....Why does it matter to her? FUCK! So then I see her journal entry on deadjournal about how she's going to hang out with Joshua today and whatever else. I'm pretty much ready to say I'm done. I'm starting to feel like maybe I'm better off without her**Update in teh middle of writing this***So I sent her a text about not seeing her today and she sent me a text that she was actually trying to send to Josbhua. I'm fed up. I really just can't take this anymore.
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