the growing up apology
okay so as much as i hate it im gonna swallow my ego and apologise to sweetmisery because according to pearl i "obviously offended him" and its time to grow the fuck up and stop acting like a "schoolboy". There is a code iv lived my life by stand down to no man suck up to no man.
that code hasnt gotten me very far and its gotten me into alot of shit so fuck the code well not exactly fuck the code more like lets see this as a social experiment the hypothesis put forth by pearl is that "it feels good to admit when you are wrong and stand tall" and "if i apologize it will make him and me feel better"
lets put the theory to the test here i mean it cant hurt can it? well technically it does hurt my ego but fuck my ego where was it when i was eating out of dumpsters and begging people for money no i dont have an ego or morals or a conscience no im not bound by the shackles of society or any of that shit but maybe i am. Jean Jacque Rousseau wrote man is born free but everywhere else he is in chains. for too long I have tried to break the chains that bind me to be free but what is freedom? the million dollar question whos answer iv sought my whole adult life...
okay im getting sidetracked here this ones not on my ideas of freedom this ones an apology so here goes nothing
I shendelzare silkwood of ashenvale forest with elune as my witness hereby apologize to sweetmisery for calling him a pedophile and naming him in my public journal and any other offense i might have committed knowingly or unknowingly and I hope we wont have any more strife in the future.
that code hasnt gotten me very far and its gotten me into alot of shit so fuck the code well not exactly fuck the code more like lets see this as a social experiment the hypothesis put forth by pearl is that "it feels good to admit when you are wrong and stand tall" and "if i apologize it will make him and me feel better"
lets put the theory to the test here i mean it cant hurt can it? well technically it does hurt my ego but fuck my ego where was it when i was eating out of dumpsters and begging people for money no i dont have an ego or morals or a conscience no im not bound by the shackles of society or any of that shit but maybe i am. Jean Jacque Rousseau wrote man is born free but everywhere else he is in chains. for too long I have tried to break the chains that bind me to be free but what is freedom? the million dollar question whos answer iv sought my whole adult life...
okay im getting sidetracked here this ones not on my ideas of freedom this ones an apology so here goes nothing
I shendelzare silkwood of ashenvale forest with elune as my witness hereby apologize to sweetmisery for calling him a pedophile and naming him in my public journal and any other offense i might have committed knowingly or unknowingly and I hope we wont have any more strife in the future.
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I hope that sweetmisery will be ok now...and maybe you two can move on from this. You are really trying and I am proud of you for doing so . I know it doesn\'t come easy to admit when you were wrong..but it is part of being a mature grown up man...and I know you want more in life than so far you\'ve had. Realizing you stepped over the bounds and hurt and offended people and then standing tall as a man and sincerely apologizing is a huge first step. I hope you can both move forward now and lessons have been learned ...no more naming people in a derogatory manner in journals , and no more stepping over lines, or hurting and offending. You are here for support and you are here to give support.. that is it..we all need friends not more stresses in our lives..peace be with you both.
hugs too.