The funeral
Xxoo
The day before my baby Layla's funeral I had a viewing. All my family came and we all passed her around for a cuddle. This being my third baby I felt that it was the right thing to do....u have a baby u want to show it off.... I was so happy that they all came and wanted a hold of her. The only thing was, instead of smiling and gazing into her eyes, they were full of sadness. This broke my heart.
As for my emotions at the funeral I was half robot half emotional wreck. During the service I sat and listened, then my husband and I carried her out to the funeral homes car and began what felf like the longest drive of out live. Layer was in the little white coffin on the seat in between me n hubby. We had our hands locked together on top of the coffin while kissing it and whispering to her.
When we finally got to the cemetery hubby carried her to the plot. We sat on chairs and again listened to the father.
Then the hardest part. They began to lower her. This was wear I lost it. I ended up on the floor beside the hole howling for an unknown amount of time. When I came to it was just hubby n the funeral lady there. I straightened my self up and became a robot again for the wake.
The day before my baby Layla's funeral I had a viewing. All my family came and we all passed her around for a cuddle. This being my third baby I felt that it was the right thing to do....u have a baby u want to show it off.... I was so happy that they all came and wanted a hold of her. The only thing was, instead of smiling and gazing into her eyes, they were full of sadness. This broke my heart.
As for my emotions at the funeral I was half robot half emotional wreck. During the service I sat and listened, then my husband and I carried her out to the funeral homes car and began what felf like the longest drive of out live. Layer was in the little white coffin on the seat in between me n hubby. We had our hands locked together on top of the coffin while kissing it and whispering to her.
When we finally got to the cemetery hubby carried her to the plot. We sat on chairs and again listened to the father.
Then the hardest part. They began to lower her. This was wear I lost it. I ended up on the floor beside the hole howling for an unknown amount of time. When I came to it was just hubby n the funeral lady there. I straightened my self up and became a robot again for the wake.
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