Doesn't he know how much I miss him? The answer is he doesn't care. I spent over a year asking that question and it was a month ago I could answer myself.
I understand now that in order to make changes in my own life, I have to realize that nothing is static...things change all the time and I have to as well. It\'s time to write and quite doing the same things and expecting a different result.
It is time for a new direction. This pattern with our youngest son has to be curtailed. It is a PATTERN....it\'s either he is good, or we are not informed enough to stay away from toxic behavioral build-ups. I\'m tired of the upheaval. It is inevitable and we know it\'s coming with the onset of a new relationship. This one is with the mother of a 6-month old baby girl. He doesn\'t have enough money for his own son (alternating weeks) but is now proclaiming he is paying her bills too.....
I am not in tears this time! But I have to make his father see that we have to get behind this manipulating behavior....we now know that ES2 does not care about his son, our grandchild. He just uses him for maneuvering around us, and the mother he hates.
I will use the pain from my estrangements to focus on nurturing myself and my existing relationships. Where the energy belongs. Enough is enough and too much is plenty.
Another interview with CFS. It\'s time to start documenting the dismay when I show up and see my age. No wonder these young people have no respect, it seems as though after 45 or so, it\'s time to throw us away. I\'m tired of collecting jobs. It\'s time to fight back!
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I understand now that in order to make changes in my own life, I have to realize that nothing is static...things change all the time and I have to as well. It\'s time to write and quite doing the same things and expecting a different result.
It is time for a new direction. This pattern with our youngest son has to be curtailed. It is a PATTERN....it\'s either he is good, or we are not informed enough to stay away from toxic behavioral build-ups. I\'m tired of the upheaval. It is inevitable and we know it\'s coming with the onset of a new relationship. This one is with the mother of a 6-month old baby girl. He doesn\'t have enough money for his own son (alternating weeks) but is now proclaiming he is paying her bills too.....
I am not in tears this time! But I have to make his father see that we have to get behind this manipulating behavior....we now know that ES2 does not care about his son, our grandchild. He just uses him for maneuvering around us, and the mother he hates.
I will use the pain from my estrangements to focus on nurturing myself and my existing relationships. Where the energy belongs. Enough is enough and too much is plenty.
Today I will prevail!!
Today I will be the best me I can.
Another interview with CFS. It\'s time to start documenting the dismay when I show up and see my age. No wonder these young people have no respect, it seems as though after 45 or so, it\'s time to throw us away. I\'m tired of collecting jobs. It\'s time to fight back!