The First Step

I got the kids number that is supposed to start tutoring me. Now I need to call him and meet for help.
1. I'm anxious to call him. I don't like calling people I don't know. It makes me really anxious just thinking about it. 
2. I don't know where we are going to meet. If we have to meet at the college I don't know if I can go through with it cause their is so many people there and it will make me super anxious. I don't think I can concentrate at Starbucks or Barnes and Nobles, and I really don't want him to come to my house! Good lord I need to do some MAJOR positive thinking. 
3. I hope my lap top doesn't freeze, be slow, make the weird fan noise it makes or anything else while we are working on the math. 
I really need to just get this class done, but I make it such a bigger deal than it is.! I'm going to do it though, I am going to call him tomorrow NO MATTER WHAT!
Everyone, cross your fingers for me :)

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Keep going you can do it! It will be alright just keep going. There are others in the world that know what it is like, so you\'re not alone and you are cheered for!
lulu137
lulu137

Thank you :) Seems silly, but I really need the encouragement.