The first entry

I found this site searching for PTSD.
Recently figured out that is what my "problem" is.
I have explored so many things: Bi-polar, anxiety, depression, multiple personality disorder... and many more.
Roll them all up into one and you have PTSD.
I heard once that I should not read the DSM because I will diagnose myself with too many problems.
I did it anyway and found I have most of the mental conditions in that book.
Hope to find support and help while I am here.
Already people are sending me hugs and friend requests.  I guess we all have a reason we are here.  Mine is to figure out how to get on with life again and be productive and happy. 
Never been the happy part so that will be new.  Well I can't say never been happy.  But as a general rule I was typically a very angry man.