the first day of my Anger fix that I think needs done.

 I'm just sick of being angry all the time I feel like I make everyone around me hurt by the things that I might end up saying or doing I just feel like if I had some help from someone I'd be better off, because if I don't I might end up losing my bestfriend my girlfriend and other people who have been really close to me for the longest time I just need to get a job and a license if I do so I think that my life will be a lot happier then it is right now, because my life right now sucks, because I'm without my girlfriend and I love her and I miss her, but my anger got out of control and I scared her by flipping over a table in our apt. now I'm at my mom and dad's house feeling really bad for what I did I love that girl with all my heart and soul and I don't know what I'd do without her.