The enevitable!

Hey girls. I just wanted to let you guys know that it "the enevitable" happened this morning. I woke up this morning with my stomache hurting. I went to the bathroom and there it was, blood. The first time it was just a little pink of course I started bawling. Then I went again and it was dark red. By the time I left it was bright red. So I called the doctor they said with my levels being so low it shouldnt be as bad as the others it should be like a really really bad period. Which I always have bad periods so maybe it wouldnt be much worse. I just keep thinking if I could have only waited 1 more day to test then I wouldnt have even known I was pregnant. Then it wouldnt have been this hard I would have just had the heart break of getting my period this month. But I already prepared myself for that the night I went to the hospital and got a negative blood test. Now I have to live with the reality that I've had miscarriage #4. Well I'm just going on and on. I better go for now. Thanks for all the support. I love you guys. Hugs Monica.

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Oh hun, I\'m so sorry! Words will not make this go away, or any better, but just know that I am here for you if you need anything. You are in my prayers and if you need to talk, I\'m here
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I am so sorry. I am here if you need to talk. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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I am so sorry I know how hard it is to hope for that BFP month after month I did it last year and now I am trying again, I hope that you get your BFP next month I am on day two of my cycle right now and I am praying for next month, I am thinking of you and if you need to talk let me know :)
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Oh sweety I am so sorry. I hope that all goes well and it is not too hard on you. Also, I read in your profile that you have MTHFR, I have it also. Are they treating you for that? I am taking high doses of folic acid and baby aspirin. I just wanted to make sure. Sorry again for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Oh monica, I am so sorry. No words I can say will ease your pain. Just know I am here for you always. Luv and hugs
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Oh sweeite, I am so sorry for your pain. No words can make it better so I am just sending you all of my love!
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I\'m so sorry for your loss and pain, if you ever need to talk im here for you xxx big hugs
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I\'m soo srry, your in my thoughts and prayers