The enevitable!
Hey girls. I just wanted to let you guys know that it "the enevitable" happened this morning. I woke up this morning with my stomache hurting. I went to the bathroom and there it was, blood. The first time it was just a little pink of course I started bawling. Then I went again and it was dark red. By the time I left it was bright red. So I called the doctor they said with my levels being so low it shouldnt be as bad as the others it should be like a really really bad period. Which I always have bad periods so maybe it wouldnt be much worse. I just keep thinking if I could have only waited 1 more day to test then I wouldnt have even known I was pregnant. Then it wouldnt have been this hard I would have just had the heart break of getting my period this month. But I already prepared myself for that the night I went to the hospital and got a negative blood test. Now I have to live with the reality that I've had miscarriage #4. Well I'm just going on and on. I better go for now. Thanks for all the support. I love you guys. Hugs Monica.
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