The end of my love

 I suppose I really needed yesterday to come about.  As she taunted me and laughed at me for sitting here worried about her, her response is well im getting all the sex i want and you are stupid.  Then for her to have her kid taunt me too.  Yesterday made me see how much I didnt really know her.  She had me so deceived.  I married, I thought, a woman who loved God and would never stoop as low as she did last night. Now I see that I dont want her ever again. This have been 6 years of lies at my expense.
So now I woke up with a new determination, to go forward in this.  Divorce her and never look back.  Only talk when absolutely necessary.  My heart broke yesterday for her. My love ended as I saw this new person doing this.
Well, I need support from people and I will need to talk with a counselor for a while. This did something inside to me.