The End Has Finally Come
Im tired of struggling...Ive been have thoughts of suicide for the past two months...They keep getting worse by the day! I have already counted out what Im going to take and its 3,350mg of Hydroxyzine and Im not sure if Ill do it today/tonight or when but some time soon...I lost two good friends the other day due to suicide and last month I lost a friend also...I cant keep going on like this...Im saying my final and forever good-bye...Im tired of struggling! I cant keep going on like this! GOOD-BYE
Kayla Bates
Kayla Bates
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You sound very set on this, but I noticed that you listed this under the \"a call for help story\" category. Does this mean you still want some sort of help or assistance to keep living, and if so, how can we help?
Idk if I want the help or not...I feel like Im in need of help...I usually go to the hospital but Im reluctant on going to get help
I\'d say go to the hospital and try to get help then. Think of it this way, if you\'re not sure what you want, then getting help and staying alive keeps your options open. If you decide what you want is to live, then you can. And if you decide what you want is to die, you can (though granted you may have to wait a little while). Won\'t lie, I\'m obviously hoping you decide you want to live, but going to the hospital and getting some help doesn\'t commit you to that. It just gives you more time to figure out what it is you truly want. So to me, that seems like a clear win.
I am praying for you Kayla. I hope you are doing better now. You aren\'t alone in this world.
~Cheezy85~
Im glad to see your still here - I hope your feeling a bit better - you are so young to think this way - im sorry for all your losses but think abt what this would do to your family - your boyfriend - a lot of people would miss you.
Im here for you.
(((Angel)).